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If you're reading this, hello.
I haven't been on these boards since like April of 2014 (It is now October of 2014). I figured I shouldn't make a big deal that I decided to come back, so I'll talk about it here.
In November, I started to fall into a deep depression. Both of my remaining, living grandparents died in a horrific car accident in November. It took a while to sink in but once it did, I couldn't recover. That's why I hadn't posted or even looked at my fantasy teams in that time span.
I left my fiancee in April after I learned that she had cheated on me with not one, but two different guys. I called off our wedding which was supposed to happen in August and I haven't even came in contact with her since. I
On May 23, I got into a car accident on my way to work. I broke my left arm, left tibia and fibula, and also my neck. I was in the hospital for a week and lost all my confidence and will to do stuff. I no longer run 3 miles a day, I no longer play in the amateur adult basketball and baseball leagues. It was at that point where I lost hope in my self.
In June, I overdosed on the pain medications from my accident. If it wasn't for my neighbor, I wouldn't be alive. I had let him borrow my Playstation for a party and I had told everybody that I wouldn't be home for a while. He had a key to my house and while returning the Playstation, he found me on the floor of my kitchen. I was once again in the hospital for 3 weeks and had to attend a bunch of therapy sessions.
With all this happening though, I was able to successfully get my masters degree in Sports Administration at Ohio University where I am now the Director of Facilities at Ohio.
I am still very depressed and saddened all the time. I've been to counselors, doctors, everybody and anybody but nothing seems to help. I'm now getting back to the life I had before all this stuff happened. It has helped a lot believe it or not and I finally decided to come back to the Boards here. I'm not asking for sympathy or help, but understanding as to why I have been gone for so long and now I'm back.
Thanks a whole lot